[theunknownamus]

I lost a friend and an enemy today. I dont know what to feel... :'(

Rest in peace...

[HHHfan]

Hi josh,

Let me see if I can help you sort this out. One of my best friends was in a car crash years ago and died. We had our disagreements and fights, but he was never considered an enemy, he was a friend and it was the hardest thing I have ever been through.

Anybody who has done anything to make you consider an enemy, is not worth a second thought after they make that move. I too have had friends that have turned into enemy's, and as soon as they commit an act that makes me say, ok, we are enemies, they didn't get a second thought from me. Try to consider you lost your friend not now, but at the time he became your enemy.

Even given this advice, I am truly sorry for what you are considering your loss. If it is however, the person who put you in the place your in now, and you know what I mean, you may not wish to hear what I think of that irony my friend, but I still feel for you.

[theunknownamus]

Thank you for your sincere concern. I'm still trying to sort out all the flooding thoughts and impulses and don't fully know what to make of this situation but any smypathy is greatly appreciated.